And To Think I Saw It On Mulberry Street

Just Try

Try to keep me down I'll keep growing
Try to hold me back I'll keep going
Cause no matter what there's no stopping
Not hanging around for that woman

Cause I know she's not gonna call
She's got no intention at all
Sit around and wait for nothing
Looking for something not coming

Try to keep me down I'll keep growing
Try to hold me back I'll keep going
Cause no matter what there's no stopping
Not hanging around for that woman

Another love song in the books
Thousand words and no second look
Please tell me just how many tears
Wear away at all these years

Try to keep me down I'll keep growing
Try to hold me back I'll keep going
Cause no matter what there's no stopping
Not hanging around for that woman

Think that you've got the upper hand
Well now I've a pen in hand
Let out the bad air about you
All relate cause they know about pain too

You know pain?

I'm on a drunken rage, Gonna kill someone today
You say you know pain, You lie in whatever you say
She said no so, someone's gotta go
Shoot your chest or, break your neck

Be scared
You're next
Control
Your fear
Your end
Is near

All of humanity, is losing it's sanity
I am sane, You know pain?
You're wrong, pain's lifelong
Death's not long, so so long

It's all her fault
Cause she switched to a hidden default
If you don't want to see the day
That will make you say hey
You better start running
Cause your end is coming
You or me will die
Is momma gonna cry?

Nevermind, it's all cause of you
It's because fucking shit you do
Gonna massacre your head with a quality chainsaw
While you heart is still beating I'll beat your ass raw
Then put a bullet through her brain
To make her feel my pain
I'll have to thank her again
for making me sane

Run, Run as fast as you can
Cause now I'm a madman
Carry a big gun
To have some big fun
Oh the pleasure I'll feel
When you're death is a deal

Death isn't the worst it gets
So you better watch out yet

Shoulda Coulda Woulda

I put powder burns on the side of your skull
Don't take it personal you're just a new kill
I don't need help or anything of the sort
Helps to hear you scream as the bullet reports

I'll take you out first chance I get
I'll show you it's not over yet
I'll make you pay for all your crime
I hope you enjoyed all your time

What happened to your pretty boy looks?
Guess now they're going down in the books
Like the taste of the Lousiville slugger?
Hurts? Want me to stop? Don't give a bugger

Wanna know embarassment? Wanna know pain?
Oo, That one looked nasty. It might leave a stain.
Conceive destruction as it razes your brain
Death's no longer a worry for those now slain

I shoulda I coulda I woulda
stopped this in the first place
I shoulda I coulda I woulda
not been such a disgrace
I shoulda I coulda I woulda
kept up with the fast pace
I shoulda I coulda I woulda
made a mask from your face

I'll take you out first chance I get
I'll show you it's not over yet
I'll make you pay for all your crime
I hope you enjoyed all your time

Arc Of Descent

The gravity, It's bringing me down
Says the edge's, not the coward's way home
Many brave men, have taken the plunge
That one rockstar, the bringer of grunge
Also that guy, 'twas openly gay
just waiting for, that imminent day

I'm made up of, false hopes, lost causes
Impossibly, I live despite this
So you may ask, Why put up with this?
Cause I now that, the pain won't relent
As I complete, my arc of descent

Sometimes I like to talk(more rant than talk) about things I feel are important. Sometimes I like to think I can write. If you would like to put up with either, you may enjoy this. If you do, please tell me at robbierayas61@hotmail.com.

Serenity Now

I'm all out of hope, I'm running on a prayer
Wondering if the gods are even there
You can't imagine my pain, It would rattle your brain
Put you with me, past the brink of insanity

I need serenity, I need serenity
I need serenity now more than ever before
I need you here with me, Would you come back and see
If we could maybe be, an "item" you know "you and me"

People stare at me, Wondering about
What its like to be a freak on the inside And a geek on the out
It's hard to be me, Pain on the inside
When you left I wish I'd died

I reached serenity, I reached serenity
I reached serenity, now don't come near my door
You hurt me, It cut deeply,
Stay away from me, Now I'm happy

Serenity now, Serenity now, Serenity now
Serenity now, Serenity now, Serenity now

Serenity please, Serenity please
Serenity please guide me
Serenity please, Serenity please
Serenity please come to me

I need you here with me, I need you here with me
I need you here with me, Come back to me
I don't care how you act, I want you back
I don't care about the past, I won't look back