Sunday, October 05, 2003
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Not quite as high on life as usual
(Homecoming's overrated. Had to throw that in here. Read away.)
What's the point of writing anymore? Nobody in their right mind would bother reading any of this. To add on to that, what's the point of existence? Why did God bother to create galaxies and then, after giving us a few guidlines, let us go at it ourselves? All organisms are just a massive version of "The Sims".(Maybe we are just characters in a future game called "The Sims Retro" and we all are able to process our own thoughts because we are running on a super-supercomputer. Imagine if we were all a huge gambling game and the more famous we get here, the more money people who bet on us on the "outside" win. A bit Matrixy there.) God created us so we could worship him. Were the myriads of angels he had not enough? Did he want to see how much he could put pressure on us until we denouced HIM? Or were we created as recruiting stock in His war against Lucifer? Why didn't He just get rid of Lucifer in the first place? He didn't kill him for not loving Him, but He lets my cousin die for being in love? My oldest cousin got shot on his front porch in front of his brothers and sisters because some jealous fuck was mad that my cousin stole his girlfriend. Where the fuck was God then? Where is he now? People lie to themselves saying Job was a fictional book, but look out on the street and Job is alive in so many people it's sad.
Maybe the atheists are right. We are all just a big accident.
Not quite as high on life as usual
(Homecoming's overrated. Had to throw that in here. Read away.)
What's the point of writing anymore? Nobody in their right mind would bother reading any of this. To add on to that, what's the point of existence? Why did God bother to create galaxies and then, after giving us a few guidlines, let us go at it ourselves? All organisms are just a massive version of "The Sims".(Maybe we are just characters in a future game called "The Sims Retro" and we all are able to process our own thoughts because we are running on a super-supercomputer. Imagine if we were all a huge gambling game and the more famous we get here, the more money people who bet on us on the "outside" win. A bit Matrixy there.) God created us so we could worship him. Were the myriads of angels he had not enough? Did he want to see how much he could put pressure on us until we denouced HIM? Or were we created as recruiting stock in His war against Lucifer? Why didn't He just get rid of Lucifer in the first place? He didn't kill him for not loving Him, but He lets my cousin die for being in love? My oldest cousin got shot on his front porch in front of his brothers and sisters because some jealous fuck was mad that my cousin stole his girlfriend. Where the fuck was God then? Where is he now? People lie to themselves saying Job was a fictional book, but look out on the street and Job is alive in so many people it's sad.
Maybe the atheists are right. We are all just a big accident.
// posted by Unknown @ 4:40 PM 
