Monday, March 01, 2004
New Month
woohoo
I think, therefore I am. A very good statement indeed. Too bad it doesn't hold up all the time. Like how I don't know that other people are really thinking. What if this is the Truman Show and they are just actors without brains reciting line after line? Or are they robots even? I don't know that they think, therefore, due to lack of proof, everyone is a fake. And that is the truth.
Plus, even I only exist sometimes. Sometimes I don't think. Instead of waiting to make a decision or say the right thing, I jump at the first chance I see or wait for the first pause to say something. I do it all on instinct, use no sense, and it takes no brain cells at all. And that is the truth.
Then, whenever I do think, it's about how much I fucked up those things. How much I wish I could go back. What I would need to do to build the flux capacitor. And even those thoughts are more senseless than the ones before. It's a vicious cycle. And that is the truth.
I always think about how I could have thought to trust someone.(Oh. That's right. They said trust them.) Think about how the world's a lie. How everyone tries to screw everyone. It's about profit and gain. All the material and not a drop of the stuff that matters. This is why I like to think that I am a real human. These thoughts justify my existence.
woohoo
I think, therefore I am. A very good statement indeed. Too bad it doesn't hold up all the time. Like how I don't know that other people are really thinking. What if this is the Truman Show and they are just actors without brains reciting line after line? Or are they robots even? I don't know that they think, therefore, due to lack of proof, everyone is a fake. And that is the truth.
Plus, even I only exist sometimes. Sometimes I don't think. Instead of waiting to make a decision or say the right thing, I jump at the first chance I see or wait for the first pause to say something. I do it all on instinct, use no sense, and it takes no brain cells at all. And that is the truth.
Then, whenever I do think, it's about how much I fucked up those things. How much I wish I could go back. What I would need to do to build the flux capacitor. And even those thoughts are more senseless than the ones before. It's a vicious cycle. And that is the truth.
I always think about how I could have thought to trust someone.(Oh. That's right. They said trust them.) Think about how the world's a lie. How everyone tries to screw everyone. It's about profit and gain. All the material and not a drop of the stuff that matters. This is why I like to think that I am a real human. These thoughts justify my existence.
// posted by Unknown @ 8:42 PM 
