Thursday, April 01, 2004
Sometimes: Excerpts from the Mind of a Madman
Sometimes I have dreams that make absolutely no sense at all. Well, last night I didn't have one of those. In fact, it may be true about how I feel right now. First, it started out as an episode of "That 70's Show" where Donna was going up to Makeout Point with....Jackie(Shocked? As was I.) and Eric doesn't even care except that he's trying to sneak into the car when they're going to take off so he can watch. Then they take off and Eric turns into Kelly and gets jealous. Meanwhile, Jackie turns into some Oriental and Donna turns into Veronica with dyed blonde hair to where she looked like Gwen Stefani(which is a good thing) and they were going to prom together. So Kelly tells me to go with him to help get Vero back so we hop in his muscle car and drive there. When we get there, Vero and the girl are waiting outside for us with Natalie, who is at the prom with Mike Villegas(the idiot senior one) of all people. Everyone is wearing black, except for the ghetto fabulous people just walking around in the back. Then, Kelly turns into Joe(the Jewish one) and he doesn't care about Vero and the girl anymore, so everyone's happy. Then, we are all going to go somewhere so I walk with Joe to his truck so we can go when, all of the sudden, Joe changes into Josh(the Lacaca one) and the truck changes into Josh's car(the green one). As we are getting into the car, I say it's bullshit that he drives without getting a license and he just laughs his little laugh. Then, he changes back into Joe and the truck won't start. So, I get out and figure I'll walk or something. I start walking towards the street and the parking lot is as big as one at a mall, so I hop on a shopping cart(because what else is there to use?) and start pushing myself towards the end. While I'm pushing, I see my brother wearing this snow camouflage vest and he's hanging out with some shopping cart gang. Finally, I reach the end and I see everyone in their nice clothes sitting on the dirty sidewalk waiting for me. I think the dream has something to do with NHI.
Today on Channel One, they said it was the last episode and I felt my heart drop and almost cried. Then they say it was just a big April Fool's joke. Son of whores. NEVER JOKE LIKE THAT!
Well it seems as if my new year finally started on this false New Year. Finally, I find a girl. Purr-fect timing considering every other girl's apathetic/snot-nosed attitude toward me. After almost two years without a legitimate relationship, here I am standing on top of the world. Ah yes perfect indeed.
"As I smell you for the first time all over again, I'll begin to remember to be alive."
(April Fool's! There's no one for me. Here's the real one.)
"All of us are searching for an open arm.
Well, it's a shame how I curl up in the dark
When it's the same old word giving me the spark."
Sometimes I have dreams that make absolutely no sense at all. Well, last night I didn't have one of those. In fact, it may be true about how I feel right now. First, it started out as an episode of "That 70's Show" where Donna was going up to Makeout Point with....Jackie(Shocked? As was I.) and Eric doesn't even care except that he's trying to sneak into the car when they're going to take off so he can watch. Then they take off and Eric turns into Kelly and gets jealous. Meanwhile, Jackie turns into some Oriental and Donna turns into Veronica with dyed blonde hair to where she looked like Gwen Stefani(which is a good thing) and they were going to prom together. So Kelly tells me to go with him to help get Vero back so we hop in his muscle car and drive there. When we get there, Vero and the girl are waiting outside for us with Natalie, who is at the prom with Mike Villegas(the idiot senior one) of all people. Everyone is wearing black, except for the ghetto fabulous people just walking around in the back. Then, Kelly turns into Joe(the Jewish one) and he doesn't care about Vero and the girl anymore, so everyone's happy. Then, we are all going to go somewhere so I walk with Joe to his truck so we can go when, all of the sudden, Joe changes into Josh(the Lacaca one) and the truck changes into Josh's car(the green one). As we are getting into the car, I say it's bullshit that he drives without getting a license and he just laughs his little laugh. Then, he changes back into Joe and the truck won't start. So, I get out and figure I'll walk or something. I start walking towards the street and the parking lot is as big as one at a mall, so I hop on a shopping cart(because what else is there to use?) and start pushing myself towards the end. While I'm pushing, I see my brother wearing this snow camouflage vest and he's hanging out with some shopping cart gang. Finally, I reach the end and I see everyone in their nice clothes sitting on the dirty sidewalk waiting for me. I think the dream has something to do with NHI.
Today on Channel One, they said it was the last episode and I felt my heart drop and almost cried. Then they say it was just a big April Fool's joke. Son of whores. NEVER JOKE LIKE THAT!
Well it seems as if my new year finally started on this false New Year. Finally, I find a girl. Purr-fect timing considering every other girl's apathetic/snot-nosed attitude toward me. After almost two years without a legitimate relationship, here I am standing on top of the world. Ah yes perfect indeed.
"As I smell you for the first time all over again, I'll begin to remember to be alive."
(April Fool's! There's no one for me. Here's the real one.)
"All of us are searching for an open arm.
Well, it's a shame how I curl up in the dark
When it's the same old word giving me the spark."
// posted by Unknown @ 7:33 PM 
